Rainbow Days

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his to me is a post of strength that came from moments of despair and loss.

I recently went on a network day at Standon Hall with Studio Antics and whilst there a photographer, Mandy Shaw, wanted to try her hand at some creative & artistic nudes, as she had never photographed this level and me being me was itching to do what I do best!! Little did I know that along with producing some amazing classic nudes, she would present to me an image that would stir a mix of powerful emotions and show a story that I hide with a daily smile.

Mandy, who had never photographed artictic nude previously....let alone had never met me before... managed to capture something real.

Most know I cant have children, some know that I have lost children, very few know how many or why rainbows are so important to me.... Mandy knew none of this... (Untill I tagged her in this post about an amazing piece of art the she has created....)

The loss of my angels cuts deep every day. some days are harder than others, some days I just wanted to curl in a ball with my hands over my head and simple give up... but with after every storm comes a rainbow.... rainbows bring hope. So theres not much more I can say to explain this image and how it has affected me.

Its pure emotion that I didnt realise was visible too the camera but through the window, beyond my fragile pose of despair is a world full of rainbows... There is ALWAYS HOPE. Always A Rainbow after every storm!

I cant thank Mandy for creating this... words are simply not enough to convey my gratitude for capturing such a beautiful and raw moment.