By JadeSamantha, 1461698289
I was on a shoot today in Great Malvern at a photographers home studio (he is not on this site) that I was told would be rope work, bondage, ball gags etc. I have experience shooting this style and have done many times for many different people and never before had any problems, never been in pain or been unable to breathe.
Today on the shoot I was watched and stood over whilst I was made to tick what I was and wasn't happy with on a sheet. I ticked yes to various types of gags including tape, thinking it would be just a strip of tape across my mouth like on many other shoots I have done. I ticked breath play after first asking him what it would be, he said "oh I will just put a mask over you thats all, nothing bad". He tried to get me to tick spanking and corporal punishment, which was not spoke about at all before booking so I didn't agree and he seemed very disappointed. Breast bondage was on there and I said to him if he was to tie my boobs to do so gently and not tight as they hurt easily (I have had a cyst drained before and generally find any pressure to the boobs to really hurt especially where the cyst was) he agreed to not tie them too tight, so I ticked the box.
We were meant to shoot 8 sets, in the end I left after 3.
The first set was a secretary outfit with rope work. He first tied my hands, very tight!! Then tied my legs, gagged me with a ball gag, then a scarf over the ball gag, then he got a roll of duct tape and tapped it around my face so it stuck to the hair at the back of my pony tail, he did this very rough yanking my head about as he wrapped it several times around, he also tied my waist really tight it hurt my ribs, then tied me so my chest and head were down to my knees. I was really struggling to breathe at all due to the waist rope being too tight and my wrists were really hurting. He kept pushing me into positions, pushing me back on my tied hands which really hurt and onto my side hurting my arm, all very rough. When removing the tape at the very end after all the rope had been took off I tried to keep stopping him as I could feel my hair was caught, he kept taking it off and used scissors also, snipping a chunk of my hair out and other bits got ripped out with the tape. I burst into tears as I was in pain and really upset my freshly cut, coloured and hair extentioned hair had been damaged. (he had requested my hair be back to blonde in time for our shoot so I went out of my way to make sure it was all changed in time to blonde)
He didn't seem too shocked by my crying and made me feel as if I was being silly. Saying only one or two models had said his ropes were too tight before. I asked for the next set to not hurt or be too tight, he agreed and said it would be an easier set.
The Second set was mummification.. he said he was just going to be wrapping me in cling film and the ONLY rope would be a lose one around my arms to tie to the ceiling so I wouldn't fall. He started wrapping me in cling film after putting the ropes around my arms, then put a gag in my mouth that looked dusty and dirty, which was like a cylinder so I could breath through it, then he said he was going to put ropes around my breasts to make them stand out more. So he started tying them really tight and I said through the gag its too tight and his response was "it's okay they wont go any tighter" and just left them tight, then applied lipstick to my nipples without first asking me if this was okay. He then wrapped more cling film around me until I looked like a mummy. When he cut the stuff off he was careless and the scissors stabbed my skin several times.
No crying after that set, that was about manageable but painful on the breasts.
The third set was in some leather underwear he had for me to wear, which he helped me get into as it was very complicated, strapping me in too tight, so I asked for it looser, he did make it looser. He said "don't worry I will only be using cuffs on you for this so it will be an easy set". Yes he did only use cuffs.... however, he put a balaclava over my face, then a ballgag tied around tight, then a pair of tights over my head, and then a paper bag, which he tied super tight around my neck so tight my neck still hurts now and then folded or did something to the top of it which made it near on impossible for me to breathe!!! I felt light headed and as though I really couldn't carry on, I tried to push the ballgag out of my mouth a little so I could tell him its too tight... he came towards me and said "okay you are doing really well, I am just going to use nipple clamps you are okay with that right" I said no and I cant breathe, I cant breathe, he stuck them on really hard, it really hurt! I kept saying I can't breathe his response was to carry on taking photos of me from different angles walking around me and then he wrote something on the paper bag, I have no idea what he wrote, and he took more pics all whilst I was struggling for air thinking I would pass out and kept saying as loudly as I could I CANT BREATHE whilst crying!! He finally let me out and I was in floods of tears and said I simply can't shoot anymore with you this is too much!!
He agreed to give me half the agreed fee as I didn't complete the shoot, and then my travel as well. I would of completed the shoot had he of listened and cared about my safety and not simply tortured me and made me fear for my life.
When he dropped me at the station and as I walked away he said "I suppose you aren't going to bother leaving feedback for me are you?" I made a fake giggle noise and carried on walking....
I know he has a shoot on Thursday and a shoot on Friday of this same style with other girls. I don't know if they have worked with him before or not, as some girls may be happy with this kind of shoot, but I certainly felt very unsafe and scared. I am so glad I didn't tick spanking as I fear he would of really really hurt me! I don't know what to do, I have contacted the moderators of the site he is on hoping they could perhaps warn the girls?? His model release he gave me didn't have his current address on, it had one for Hereford. I went on google maps and tried to screenshot my location, I got a zoomed out shot but when I zoomed in it wasn't loading as my signal wasn't all that great there. I have been so busy recently and receive a lot of emails so must of missed that I hadn't got his address before the shoot :( I want to go to the police but I don't know his address and he's got a form all ticked that I consent to these things, when actually when I wanted to stop he didn't listen and kept shooting me when I couldn't breathe!!
His profile has feedback from 2011, and nothing newer. All of his feedback is for motorsports/max power events, nothing about bondage.
I just hope the girls he's shooting later in the week see this and come to no harm :( :(
I am really shaken by this and so shocked someone could carry on shooting and when I am clearly unable to breathe and crying.
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