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“I didn’t” [written on 02/12/2017)

I didn’t buy a ticket up north,

I didn’t follow you, I was already consumed by the drain of the chase,

back and forth, back and forth;

all in an attempt to fog up the sharpening features of your face

truly, madly

measure my unimportance.

Your sanctuaries I shall always respect,

gladly.

in your head

in your heart

in your head

How do I grovel if I'm a cultural experience

you cannot worship? What a sabotage,

I'll miss your thought provoking mirage, deceptive camouflage,

I’ll be busy with my next ontological montage.

Then, a flash of belated brilliance. Imagination beams,

unsatisfied fantasies scream.

in my head

in my heart

in my head.

The urges I’ve overcame,

The voices I've decided to ignore - between you and me, most of them I couldn't tame -

comfort me violently, comfort me convincingly, you also know

someone new will never be the same