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I used to feel so insecure...

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I used to feel so insecure... / Photography by Thelema, Model The Rider Reels / Uploaded 11th February 2020 @ 08:22 AM
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"I FELT SO INSECURE...." ⁣

Insecurity can be one of the most painful and damaging things to yourself and to others around you but it can also be one of the hardest things to overcome. ⁣

Not so many years ago I felt very insecure. Insecure in myself, my body, my face, my abilities and insecure in who I was as a person. I would try and change myself all of the time with the justification "Well when I have my hair like that I will be good enough..."⁣

I then strated to practice self love daily ❤️⁣

For me, that looked like saying one thing about myself that I liked that day... Something about my appearance that day or the fact that I was kind to someone. ⁣

I then started to feel grateful for all that I am and all that I have been given in my life so far. ⁣

I began to notice that by focusing and staying in gratitude some of those insecurities melted away or became insignificant....⁣

Why? Well because I wasn't focused on lack or what I wasn't or what I didn't have... But what I had, what I was and what I am grateful for ❤️🙏⁣

I always get asked by people... don't you get embarrased or nervous doing shoots.⁣

Well yes, of course I do. ⁣

Before every shoot I always feel nervous and have that little voice in the back of my head that is trying to sabotage but I ignore that voice and give it my all and usually love every moment 🙏 ⁣

I remember my first ever shoot with @avantburlesque I was so nervous.⁣

I felt worried that I wouldn't be good enough or would just look silly. ⁣

He gave me so much confidence which led me to be able to do the shoots I do now. So thanks Phil ❤️ ⁣

What I love about doing shoots is how every photographer will shoot you differently, because they all see the beautiful parts of you in a different way. ⁣

This shot was taken by the amazing @thelemacreativephotography ❤️ I absolutely adore working with female photographers and she was one of the best and I can't wait to work with her again... ⁣

So the moral of the story is...⁣ ⁣

It's ok to feel insecure. Because you're human. We all do. ⁣

But.... Focus on gratitude and remember...⁣

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT❤️✨