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This is me / Photography by John McNairn, Model Amber Castle / Uploaded 8th January 2019 @ 07:35 PM
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Added 1546976145 by Amber Castle.

A picture from my last shoot just post chemo with John. I like the relaxed mood.

I feel ugly these days, in a world of beautiful women with my abnormal breasts. If things were different I would still be able to model, but glad of surgery keeping me alive


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Not Björn - ArtistNot Björn - Artist said, 1562404093

This is an amazing image, for so many reasons. Outrageously good.

Amber CastleAmber Castle said, 1548616337

I only just returned to this image a couple of weeks later and very moved by such kind comments. I won't delete my own negative words when I posted it, as I was struggling with my body image. The comments inspire me and make me aware I need to learn to accept my scars, they are part of my life journey, and I have to learn not to be ashamed of that.

Greg LittleGreg Little said, 1548615765

There's nothing ugly about a woman living her life and doing what she wants to do.

Eva ReadyEva Ready said, 1547047002

Loving your work, you gorgeous woman! xx

DaveEdDaveEd said, 1547024271

Beautiful,strong,amazing,and inspirational. You are a very special lady Amber.

SerenesunriseSerenesunrise said, 1546994635

Amber you a a beautiful woman (inside and out)

Marco BellimbustoMarco Bellimbusto said, 1546984586

Beauty really comes from both inside as well as out. Once you feel strong enough put up a casting. Get ready for the stampede.

AW DSLRAW DSLR said, 1546984297

We are always our own worse critic, hear those around you and be yourself, for those that see the real you both inner and outer see true beauty which is the entire you :)

MikeyPMikeyP said, 1546983363

Beautiful warrior, you continue giving to us all

B17fanB17fan said, 1546982742

You're far from ugly, & there are no signs of disfigurement here.It's a beautiful image, please don't feel it should be deleted.

Aperture22Aperture22 said, 1546980738

WoW, I'm deeply impressed by how much strength this image transports!! Keep going Amber!!

samthedogsamthedog said, 1546979628

This image portrays what you are, a strong determined woman who has such inner strength and determination to overcome your cancer. You are very beautiful and stand head and shoulders above many models on here. I still hope to work with you one day.

Retro RobRetro Rob said, 1546979598

You look amazing never think anything less .

londonjohnlondonjohn said, 1546978300

you have a beautiful look in fact a bloody stunning look please don't leave here

andrew james 71andrew james 71 said, 1546978118

I am with everyone who has posted here you are a gorgeous and yes sexy woman. I loved the shoot we had and it was the highlight of my time here on pp. And I agree with Donald Sutherland in everything he has said

Donald SutherlandDonald Sutherland said, 1546977705

Looking good to me. Amber,I go back to our shoot and straight up you're a bl**dy hot looking woman, there's many a younger girl who'd love to have your figure. It's only been a few weeks so it's all still fresh to you. Six months from now you'll be in a much better place mentally as well as physically. Don't be so hard on yourself,I'd bet if you put up a casting there'd be 20 guys wanting to shoot you, me included. Take a break, enjoy the other parts of your life, dip a toe in here as and when you feel stronger. Take care of yourself.

Digital VisionsDigital Visions said, 1546977328

Amber don't delete this image let people see you are a beautiful woman despite the things you have been through. I am sure if you made yourself available photographers would book you and your confidence would slowly return If you were not so far away I would booh a shoot with you straight away

Jonesy@wiganJonesy@wigan said, 1546977181

Gorgeous, FPI suggested

Amber CastleAmber Castle said, 1546976600

I am hovering over delete as I feel so disfigured here. Almost torture of self forcing me to exhibit my flaws

Capture 77Capture 77 said, 1546976466

Its only a feeling, you can still model you just have to feel like you can again! This picture is great!

SparkeyBSparkeyB said, 1546976436

Stop right there Amber, you are NOT ugly and don't ever think that, you are a beautiful woman inside and out. so there :-p

Marc WellsMarc Wells said, 1546976428

Beautiful