Health, big changes, new chapter...
WJM Photography & Videography said, 1714464779
Indeed a positive post, wishing you every success in your future, enjoy.
Parkes Fine Art Photography said, 1714465169
Many congratulations for having the clarity and the strength to recognise the issues and on working to resolve them, best of luck in your new direction in modelling. If you were closer to me I would very happily work with you on non-adult levels.
Basford Hurst Cottage Photography Location said, 1714468900
Wishing you every success for the future Maria!!! :D :D
White Tiger Photography said, 1714504171
Wishing you all the best for the future,
I'm proud of you xx
Eva Lotus said, 1714542681
Viv2 thank you ππΌ
BLA@K it is, thank you for your kind words
Mark21 thank you Mark!
ADWsPhotos it would be great to finally work together!βΊοΈ Oh parenting isn't easy that's true, but at the same time, it's the best thing in the world. Thank you for your kind words ππΌπ
Theta Aeterna thank you π
indemnity thank you! Yes, I'll update everything on here over the next few days then on other sites and social medias π
Ivy Vxlentine thank you so much β€οΈ
Jen_981 thank you so much for your kind words ππΌβ€οΈ It's not been easy since I've been back in France, but I'm finally seeing things clearer in my head and it's the first time in a long time that I know what I want and don't want. Being a mummy isn't easy but I wouldn't change it for the world π₯° Hope you and your beautiful girls are doing well xxx
Sensual Art It has been very hard. The last time I was hospitalised, it was against my will and it was very difficult for me. I wasn't allowed to do anything and spent my days in a small room or smoking cigarettes in a tiny outside smoking area.. no phone or anything. But as awful as it was, it did me good in the long term and I'm grateful for that. As for the name, I think there's already a model named like this (Poison Ivy), Ivy Leaf sounds nice π
Eva Lotus said, 1714544281
Danny. thank you Danny π
The Pix Factory thank you ππΌ
MidgePhoto I already have a couple of ideas in mind in the artistic industry and I'm starting this week. But I'm keeping things quiet for the moment π€« And of course modelling βΊοΈ
Everly Rose thank you so much for your kind words ππΌβ€οΈ it really means a lot . Addictions are tough and a nightmare to get rid of.. I failed so many times.. I'm sorry that you've experienced an addiction in your life too. I hope you are ok now. It's exactly what it feels like, a new mindset, a new me. Finally I'm ready to start a new chapter after being stuck on the same one for so long. I like Ivy Nouvelle, it's lovely πΏ
B17fan ah thank you so much! ππΌβΊοΈ You know how much I love working with you and I know that the fact I'm not doing adult anymore won't stop you shooting me ππΌ Even when we shot last year and earlier this year, I still enjoyed every single second shooting with you. Here's to many more shoots to come... πΈπ
Donald Sutherland thank you so much for your kinds words ππΌπ
Ted Smith Photography said, 1714545422
It takes a lot of minerals to write a chapter like that. Big applause to you for doing so. There will be others that can relate and your story will be inspiring to them and I expect it has been therapeutic for you, to write it.
As for your style/levels. Donβt be concerned about whether people will want to hire you based on you not doing nude etc. there are plenty of us photographers who do it for the art of photographing people as they are. Portraiture is a skill in itself and many of us take great pride in creating it for people and for our portfolios. Itβs all about the eyes. And people who have enjoyed and at times endured life have great stories to tell through their eyes.
Best wishes to you for your next chapter.
Ted
Gregory Mason said, 1714566438
Just pleased you feel well enough to consider to come back, hopefully I will be in a position to work with you again.
HansM said, 1714567926
From writing this, it proves that you are an incredible brave woman. Always have been and always will be.
All the best on your new adventures!
Hans
Jen_981 said, 1714569600
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Eva Lotus said, 1714585722
Simon Reynolds thank you π
xaldub thank you! ππΌ
WJM Photography & Videography thank you ππΌπ
Parkes Fine Art Photography thank you so much for your kind words ππΌ
Basford Hurst Cottage Photography Location thank you! π
White Tiger Photography thank you so much xx
Ted Smith Photography If it can helps others then I'm happy. And yes, it did feel therapeutic to write this post. I'm still going to shoot artistic nudes, I'm just no longer will shoot adult levels. Thank you so much for your kind words ππΌπ
Gregory Mason thank you, hopefully we will be able to work together again π
HansM thank you so much Hans! π
Jen_981 lovely to hear π₯° and it would be so great to meet up again xxx
PHOTOGRAPHY WORKSHOP. STUDIO said, 1714590645
That's a hugely worthwhile post, brave honest and authentic. Well done you.
We've never worked together but based on that post I'd love to create something wonderful with you, maybe one day you'll pass through the Dordogne or I'll head south ; )
MR. NPR said, 1714633631
Life's a journey at the best of times trying to find your self let alone having to go through a battle of addiction but it doesn't define you that only happens when you allow it to do so with no fight left to give which obviously you have a lot of fight and character left to eradicate addiction from your lifestyle.
Choosing a healthy lifestyle and embracing it is the next step and one that you can utilise to redefine your character and your persona.
Speaking out and openly takes a lot of guts. Proud of you.
If you ever want any sound advice on nutrition if you have any particular health and physique goals feel free to ask away.
:)
Edited by MR. NPR